I didnt ask you for your life story so get out of my face

I didnt ask your life story
I dont care who is dating who
I didnt ask if you like my clothes
I didnt ask were you got your shoes
I didnt ask for your thoughts on the war
I didnt ask were and who you work out with
I didnt ask for you to hold my hand and console me
I dont care who is getting to thin or who has gotten fat
I didnt ask you to include me in your gossipy conversation
I dont care what she did to her hair or who he is sleeping with now
Really . . .
I dont care . . .
Do I look like I do?
I dont care who shaved their head or who claims to be the father
Do I look like I need to talk bad about people to make myself feel better?
Im not interested in what new movies are out, there are so many old ones I have not seen yet.
Dont ask me about my life, its none of your business who I'm seeing or who I'm hanging out with.
Dont ask me how my parents are and what they're up to if you dont even know their names or even know what they look like. Yet again None of your Business.
Seriously . . .
Im not interested in sharing my life story with someone who doesnt remotely care about my feelings or asspurations. I'm not against getting to know people, dont get me wrong. I just wont stand there and talk to a blabbering wall who isnt really taking in my thought and is just speaking so they can hear their own voice. Please just get the fuck out of my face and leave me alone before I end up breaking your nose.
Thank you.
My rant is done.

Thinking Things Through

I think half my problem is that Im in love with being in love, so I fall to fast without really falling for the guy just falling for the feelings I have. Does that make sence? I did in my head, haha.
And when I do fall I find myself thinking is this really what I want and its not, I'm just there because I'm lonely, so I have to walk away. I find myself compairing everything to the one thing that I lost and I dont even know if thats what I really want in the first place. We were so wrong for each other but it felt so right. He really was my true love, my first love. So are personallities clashed when we were together it was like being in heaven. Even though we argued about everything, and our views on the issues and the world couldnt be more opposite we couldnt have been happier.
Its been one of those days, were the snows on the ground so no one comes out of those little holes in the walls. So work was slow, which means I had way too much time to think. I was sent on my lunch and I didnt want to go, because behind the counter there is always something to clean or prepare. But lunch, that entails sitting alone at a small table with coffee or tea in hand staring out the window and thinking. Its amazing how long a half hour feels when you dont want to be there.