I Thought Wrong

Here I thought I was strong. Here I thought I could take on the world. I thought life was perfect. I thought life could be the fairy tale I wanted and for a while it was. What did I do wrong? Why was I so stupid? I thought I had you. I thought you had me. I thought we would be together forever. I thought we would have the world in the palm of our hand. I thought we would sit and watch the waves roll in till we were 82. But I thought wrong. I guess I've always been wrong about us. I thought we were perfect. I thought we were a couple. I thought we could conquer anything the world threw at us. But again I thought wrong. I wasn't strong enough. I didn't love enough. I didn't hug enough. I didn't kiss enough. I didn't cuddle enough. I didn't talk enough. I didn't listen enough. I didn't remember enough. I didn't share enough. I shared my life. I shared my thoughts. I shared my dreams. I shared my fears. I shared my pains and my gains. But it wasn't enough. I guess I never will be. I guess I'm just a broken down fool without a heart to give or a soul to share. I guess I'll never be enough to be loved.