I fell asleep less then 5 hours ago so imagine my surprise when the phone rings. The funny thing is the minute my eyes opened and saw the sun an odd thing happened, I smiled. I saw the sun and was actually excited to be awake. It's been along time since that happened. I can actually name the day that last happened. May 22nd, I know because I took pictures on my phone that beautiful morning and that picture is still the background on my phone. Why the sudden happiness after all my depressing thoughts? Well a thought dawned on me yesterday. When the sun rises in the morning the new day is a gift. Something that is not decided for me, something for me to do with whatever I want. I realized I don't need to find myself or my place on this earth, because everyday who I am is different and the path I take is different. Why go looking for myself when I'm right here? I'm not something I need to find. *scoff* How silly of me. I'm something to create. I'm can be whatever I want to be and danmit I'm going to let that artist hiding inside out to create the coolest person I know Me!
Have a beautiful day my pretties!! I know I will! MWAH!!
P.S. I slept for 5.4 hours. I know because that's how long the playlist on itunes is that I started before crawling into bed. Haha Odd!
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